holiday no more

went Lang Tengah last Friday, overnight in LCCT on Thursday night, so tiring =.=

had 2 days session of snorkelling, tired but fun. a bit disappointed with the quality of the corals. had a really great time there, will upload pictures and videos on Facebook after tomorrow because i will be taking my first Microsoft cert. tomorrow afternoon, god bless me!!

motivation

seriously i need motivation, been lacking in work since the project in GAB. productivity dropped. stupid me >.<

i unfriend you!

seriously i don't know what or who did this to my Facebook and Twitter account. these bunch of peoples just disappeared from my list. so i asked around and found out something which is nothing. at first i don't really care bout it but then later on i found out something which made me wanted to know more......

is harder to track what happened in Facebook but not in Twitter

if you are reading this, HI! =)

its all about the money

money now runs the world, "ada wang, ada amoi", you can get whatever shit you want if you have the money, need more resources but you cant buy it? invade a country, need a wife? go buy one, need something urgently? pay more then.

i just paid my credit card bill, looking at the figures in my bank decreasing. that is not the best view displayed on my monitor screen. i know i don't come from a rich family, i know i have to work hard to have a better life. the thing is, everytime i look at the figures i have, there is this feeling that these will not be enough. i am not trying to live like a prince, i am not trying to be a super loaded dude, i just want to have a good life in the future, with my loved ones.

buying a house now seems so hard. buying a car? please don't go there. buying a car is not my priority. buying a house should be a human needs not a human wants, if you know what i mean.

gone with the wind

reading all the previous post, really put a smile on my face even though something bad or sad happened back then. i smiled not because i am trying to laugh at you or myself for what we did or happened. its like a time machine, allowing me to travel through time virtually, a time machine which powered by just words from the past. every single scene, every single moment reminded me of someone, something, which meant a lot to me. it allowed me to keep track of my life, a time line of me. yes i know that i did not blog for quite awhile, i mean for very long time, but that does not means that i forgot bout the things happened in between

porns' law

THE PORN LAWS!!

so you think porn is just random man and woman or sometimes men and women making out?? they have law to follow too.

anyway, some country legalised porn to reduce rape case while others do the other way round. but if you legalised porn you might get the problem faced by Japan, teens dying from overdose of masturbation and lack of confident socialising with girls in real life. i don't really think that rape case never happens in country with legalised porn... right?

so in the end no one is right or wrong.

fin

life as a student of MMU is going to end in like one month time. i actually can feel it is going to end very soon as i am not staying in Cyber anymore. so rarely do what MMU student normally do xD

working life is coming to continue to fill in the journey of my life. hopefully working as a programmer is not a bad choice after all. .NET here i come!

bite my tongue

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?

over time

played too much since Jean landed on the land that her blood spills. kinda lost track of my own schedule.

Christmas is just around the corner. wohoo~! going to have a BBQ party right outside my house on Christmas eve. on the christmas day itself might be going Sekinchan with members of VAD R.

supposed to go Singapore but then failed, lol

karma

you have no idea how many girls i hurt before

and maybe because of this i got cursed

i am losing what i dont deserve