over time

played too much since Jean landed on the land that her blood spills. kinda lost track of my own schedule.

Christmas is just around the corner. wohoo~! going to have a BBQ party right outside my house on Christmas eve. on the christmas day itself might be going Sekinchan with members of VAD R.

supposed to go Singapore but then failed, lol

karma

you have no idea how many girls i hurt before

and maybe because of this i got cursed

i am losing what i dont deserve

11

got to know another sad case. a mother passed away leaving her family behind.

RIP auntie, we might not know each other but then i cant pretend to not knowing you leaving this world, and be strong my friend. we, human cant escape from dead

november is still here to stay....

the subjective statement

it was a nice gathering with VAD R members and nice meeting the long lost Janice.

nothing can escape from being discussed among us during a gathering. so i got lotsa opinion from everybody. i cant say you or him or her is wrong. opinion is very subjective and different people will have different thought/perspective.

i appreciate whatever came out from your mouth and each opinion will be digested.

and thanks for caring

remember remember the sad sad november

a good friend of mine just got into the same situation as me now.

god bless you, and be strong. i know you can do it because you are a MAN!

the 6th day

it started and ended on the same day

coincidence?

i am not sure bout it

but one thing is for sure, i am a bad bad guy now. nothing i can do to change this.

abandon ship

almost abandon this blog for few reason.

1. check the chatbox and also some of the comment of each post, SPAM =.= i dont know how or why they came here.

2. lazy <-- said it all

maybe i should get a new domain or something??

tembak sama dia~

attended Sony Alpha basic photography workshop with Eddy last Saturday, had a nice lecture by John from Sony Malaysia. the workshop got better when we met our model of the day. so freaking tall! o.O almost taller than me. she was wearing a super duper short kimono and she didnt wear safety pants =.=

"Ternampak tapi ter-tak tekan shutter" lol xD

anyway, a big thank you to Sony Malaysia for organising free workshops and also for the free printing of two photos in 8R size. my first ever work got printed out ^^

will upload the pictures in Facebook soon.

game of love

a little bit of this, a little bit of that
a little bit of laughs, a little bit of pain

its all in the game of love

pre-wedding

attended Prewedding Portrait Workshop organised by Film and Photography Society of MMU Cyberjaya. it started off well with talk from three speakers Edwin Tan, Paul Kong and Joshua Teoh. after the talk we went out for some shooting. bad news -> raining. GG. strong wind blew all the rain drops to us. my alpha zai not weather proof ler how to shoot T.T

my group speaker was Paul Kong and all the shooting was done indoor =.= alpha zai ISO performance so bad how to shoot~ no one was using flash so i dare not use mine >.< in the end shot all the pictures in black and white xD

anyway it was a nice workshop, just that the weather is bad

the orphan

went to orphanage home last Saturday with Care Club. took a few pictures, it was damm hard to take picture indoor because the place was kinda small and there were a lot of kids and participants from MMU. so moving around was not easy.

i think ever since i started using Facebook, i rarely post any picture here. blame Facebook for it's tagging system! kinda lazy to post picture here since everyone can view it in Facebook xD

i dont wanna miss a thing~

this song sounds nicer now i wonder why... xD

"every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure"

pack pack

a pack week i will say,

the week started with blood donation drive ->> all time record for lowest donor for the first and second day. GG!

after blood donation drive will be outing and more outing!! wohoo~!

the end of July

well July is ending soon, my break too.

July... a mind blowing month for me ^^

believe it or not, i some how wrote a poem last night. LOL~!

anyway tomorrow will be the convo of MMU. wee~!

pa la pap pa pa~

went Mid Valley in the afternoon after fetching my sis to Bukit Bintang. can hardly find parking =.= oii~! today is Thursday leh, no need work ka!??!?! anyway, wasted my time going around Mid Valley searching for the item i want >.< now i dont know where else to go looking for the item T.T

going to yumcha at 9am with Monkeyz, wee~~ Jean dont jealous xD

half way tru~

is already mid term now. having break for a week now.

invited Monkeys for a yumcha session and what i can say is almost all of them were shocked to see me inviting them =.= i know i didnt invite you all for some time already.... my bad.

worked on last Friday, Saturday and Sunday at Seven Seas road show @ Ikano. i dont want to comment bout what i worn for the three days =.= time will reveal it to you all via Facebook i guess...... die die die! main task was giving out balloons and attract kids to play fishing game on Wii as well as giving out fliers.... those kids very cute >.<

tomorrow have to send my dad's Honda to service center and there goes my 3 hours tomorrow =.=

^^

dinner on hill top to movie at Pavillion in 24 hours. wee~ ^^

i know the second day was a bit disappointing due to... you know.. something painful. that was one of the most terrifying moment. felt like an ambulance driver.

bon odori was more like bonding activity, nothing much to see, 95% kimono girls were Malaysia =.=
queued for takoyaki but sold out before i can reach the stall. was so scared that you will faint >.< so damm crowded!! and we spend more time in the car trying to find our way out lol.

anyway nice yumcha session at Old Town ^^ you talked alot XD

RAW RAW RAW!

3 events' pictures needed to be processed =.= i am sorry for the long delay. the pictures are all over the place. some not even in my computer >.< worst, almost all pictures snapped are in RAW file. GG! this will add even more time in processing all the pictures. die die die! and then my computer is kinda ancient if you want to compare it with current generation.

too much processing is kinda stress and boring. pressing all the same buttons over and over again. and then sometimes dont know who use Alpha zai and take random pictures @.@ give me more work load nia! lol, anyway thank you for helping me whoever you are.

and also thank you for popping out of no where to distract me from having too much stress and boredom ^^

A Twist In My Story

i was confident but i can't pretend i wasn't terrified to meet you... again.

i don't know why i got the guts to do it, maybe i am scare to lose you. i "showed" you what's inside my heart and asked you the question that i really really wanted to ask you. i was so nervous that i cant really say out everything, words really don't come easily >.<

it was a happy ending ^^ i admit it was not the best time nor place to do it =.= sorry bout it.

what said will always be true, what promised will not be broken.

binding trip

went RC binding trip last weekend as a photographer? not really... as a senior to support the event will be more accurate.

food - pass
facilities - pass
management - fail!

45 mins to play each game? siau r! we pay to play and why some of us did not get the chance to play? and there was no explanation from you! grr~

same problem occurred: a few international student went MIA doing their own stuff. they think that all the activities we prepared for them are boring or childish. maybe this is just a clash of culture problem.

i think the best part of the trip will be the time when they try durian xD happy moment, everyone gave their best to open each durian and share ^^

few hours before binding trip, went to Quattro to celebrate Wai Loon's birthday. after that his girlfriend asked me if i know her cousin which is studying in MMU as well. too bad i dont know. the funny part is there was this girl that join the binding trip is actually the sister of Wai Loon's girlfriend's cousin. how small can this world be o.O

Right, right, right, right left right

at least good things started to flow in xD

went bowling + dinner with Jiok Min and Yat Leng and saw a super duper double layer rainbow! combo with Eddy's wide angle lens = GG! xD

since when Colgate got a bear? lolx!

have to spend money again =.= this time to return Miko a new SD card that she claimed to be spoiled.....

ok check list of the week!
1. get my flash from Sony Service Center @ Mid Valley before Thursday night which is tomorrow for RC ice breaking as well as binding trip
2. get myself a new kit lens!
3. bring my ex-wife to Wisma MCA tomorrow morning
4. get Miko's SD card
5. settle the problem between me and Miko =.=
6. pack for binding trip
7. wash clothes!
8. thinking~

god bless me!

hat-trick

i am having my worst week ever, i got a hat-trick by upsetting 3 different person.

how they can change emotion so quickly??? what they want???

case a;
i told you what i am going to do and you still are asking me what i am going to do....

case b;
you think you are right all the time? ok let say you are right this time but is not really our fault. why are you blaming everything on us? if you really want to do that then fine. go ahead. you will be losing 2, 3 maybe 4? but we only lose 1. so do the maths.

case c;
i think i will leave this alone. time will solve it. we are moving too fast?

i think i need some time out to get over this or am i cursed?

i am really sorry for making things hard for you guys. i am not doing them on purpose. so hopefully everything will be fine soon.

outing

went Zanmai last night ^^v erm... for me Zanmai okok la. i am not saying the food suck or what, just not that special only. they were playing all clubbing songs =.= cant get the feeling that your are actually in a Japanese restaurant.

after dinner went movie pulak. it was not in the actual plan lol. watch Legend is Born, Ip Man. not bad but the ending kinda fast and boring.

pillow?? chocolate?? i LoL in my mind xD

watched football which went into extra time and now i am sleepy =.=

random

actually i dont know what to blog now, what i can say is currently on World Cup fever where everyday i will only be sleeping after 4.30am. almost everyday watch at Old Town. pk liau T.T

celebrated Sin Yen's birthday last night at MMU Stadium. even-though it was not the actually plan but then i can say it was a success. thank you everyone for coming!!!

another thing is that, i was so damm noob! i forgot to bring my memory card for alpha zai =.= went to borrow from Miko and now i regretted doing that. i am really sorry bout that. sorry for the delay of the celebration too. damm noob =.=

anyway tomorrow will be going for a dinner, birthday dinner. hopefully it will be a great one.

received a message from Gigi Besi, or we can no longer call him that. now people became handsome already xD back to the main point, the message is kind sad to read.

kiam siap??????

went yumcha last night @ SK McD, then suddenly Gigi Besi said that i am a kiam siap person.

WTF? xD

it was the first time someone said to me something like that, so now i am confused. am i really kiam siap???

kiam siap = stingy

shhh~

well hopefully she wont find out bout that xD

if she did found out, hope that she wont burst into a fire ball

well if you ask me why, the answer is simple;

to give you the best that i can offer you =)

what a day~

it supposed to be just another Saturday. but it started with a surprise xD

- dad asked me to drive back from Cyber for the first time
- Sim Poh called to ask if i can be their model casualty for the advance first aid class lol, sorry ler i was back in Ampang already
- susu invited me for dinner with the Monkeyz at a Korean restaurant near by my house. i cant make it because my mom cooked, sorry guys! i really wanted to go. never tried Korean food before beside kimchi xD
- Xiao Cian used Melvin's phone to call me! i suspect that will be another dinner call
- chatted with susu, this 1 from Seremban punya susu xD solved something in between but is there any problem to solve at the first place? lol. anyway thanks for telling me ^^
- found more dinner partner at Cyberia? yeah!
- bought something for alpha zai ^^v
- oh ya, thanks to susu i got thing to do, or i should say make? hopefully can make it

thats all i guess? HAPPY is the word of the day!

relief

kinda relief for the first time this week. maybe i am just noob enough for creating stress myself. is all down to the same old reason: i care too much.

there were two parties asking me to do two different thing. they might be right but i just cant do both at the same time, they were the other way round of each other.

before last week it was all nice and smooth.... of course there will be reasons behind all this and i am trying to make myself feels better by taking all possibilities into account.

well, even if i cant, all i can do is still wishing you well

anyway hopefully tonight i can have a good night sleep since tomorrow there will be an interview and other stuff to settle. god bless me! and god bless everybody. good night.

the call

i walked for miles
it was just a button away
from calling you
my finger was paralyzed
it was cold
i can only stare from far
and wishing you well
i did made the call
but it was too late
well at least i tried........

im 23 years freed from my mom's stomach

ya, yesterday was my birthday. the 23rd one. as usual nothing big happened. just a simple cake cutting with longan soup (Shanghai-an's tradition) at home with family. then back to cyber, went Papa Rich for a small celebration with VAD R and others. thank you for organizing! actually i dont really know who was the organizer lol. anyway thanks for coming guys!

surprisingly i got a present, and it was not from my sister lol. well i am really surprised receiving it. thank you very much ^^

thank you every one for the birthday wishes both in FB and sms xD

i know the celebration for this year might be small and simple, but it meant alot to me =)

the gred

result was released this afternoon. i was quite scared if i am honest. not because i might fail but it was all about the gred i will be getting. FYP <-- 8 credit hours 0.0

so in the end, i saw the result. it appeared on the first page once i clicked "Achievement" surprisingly o.O because normally we have to click view full transcript to check out result.

anyway back to the story. SHOCKED, thats the best word to describe the moment i knew my result. i actually checked more than twice lol. because i really can not believe it. you might say i "lansi" or smug, i dont care. the thing is, i really dont deserve that kinda gred >.< you can call me lucky bastard if you want to.

all i can say is, thank you Dr. Loges for the gred and the guidance, and also thank you Dr. Chang

bad bad bad

this week is kinda bad week for me:

1. send alpha zai's lens to repair, RM20 as deposit which is not refundable =.= and then labor cost will be RM150 and repair cost + spare part cost = unknow...yet. GG get a new lens better

2. my monitor died before the sem break. so have to buy another one. spend money again =.= this time at least RM300~

3. course structure changed, damm it.

4. cant think of any....

stupid

the thing is, most of the time when i am trying to text to you or anyone else, there will be this feeling or thought playing in my mind....

"are you busy?"
"is this is right time to text you?"
"am i annoying?"

i know this might sound stupid or funny, you can laugh go ahead. but it's true.. >.<

i cant help it. which is why sometimes it took me awhile to text

maybe i am just trying to play safe, not to annoy people around me that's all

North-ed

im back from the north! and now is time to be lazy and just stay at home. had a nice trip to Cameron with family. went food and temple hunting at Penang, hotel hopping too.

and now, im broke...pokai T.T to add salt on the wound Alpha zai lens is broken. suspected to be gear stripping. repair cost unknow, replacement lens RM230, will see if the price for repairing it is lower than replacing with a new one. and then my monitor... is dead i guess. T.T why everything is dying at the same time. luckily my house TV is not dead... almost i can say.

is the last week of holiday..nooo~

North!

yes! im on holiday! and the theme of this holiday will be NORTH because i went/will be going north for this 2 weeks started with Langkawi, then Cameron and tomorrow Penang.

happy holiday peeps! have a good one. xD

cuti-cuti melehsia

hei peeps! went missing for few days getting drunk at P. Langkawi xD with VAD R. actually none of us was drunk. someone wanted to get drunk but failed, even if he did everyone was sleeping lol.

lets summarize the trip;

1. started from Cyberjaya -> Ipoh -> Kuala Kedah -> P. Langkawi -> Kuala Kedah -> Bukit Mertajam -> Ipoh -> Dengkil -> Cyberjaya (kinda long o.O all in 4 days 3 nights)

2. this trip, macam-macam ada. got road block (twice), not enough petrol to reach destination (also twice), car pool police car for petrol etc etc

3. we started with a light car and heavy wallet, came back with heavy car and light wallet.

4. scandal..................... dont want to talk bout this xD

this might be the last trip with VAD R, of course none of us hope it will be the last one, hopefully there will be another trip in October

i would like to thank all VAD R's member for joining this trip and also thank you for recruiting me as a member of VAD R =) we will meet up whenever fate brings us together again. until then good luck and all the best, and take care everybody!

the 5 years

almost five years ago. on my 18th birthday (yes first day of class was on 13 June), i stepped into MMU foundation. it was one of the best year ever and most expensive as well, imagine yumcha every night + dim sum + leisure (bowling + movie + futsal + pasar malam) and as well the travel cost back to hometown. another thing is Malacca campus is alot better than Cyber's where Malacca campus is pack and small, thus you can meet friends almost everywhere you go xD too bad it was only one year and we were separated by two states. i cant really express in words how much i miss that year.

Cyberjaya, actually is not a bad place to live. apart from the lack of pork! i mean chinese food and the heat, everything is fine here. spent four years here. from a noob to less-noob-abit. i really learned a lot in this four years not just in academic but the way of life. appreciate what's in front of you especially friend. losing a friend is not really a good call. i know getting a new one is easy but then is just not the same person.



anyway i gtg now. haha xD maybe i will continue sometime later. so enjoy your life guys! i dont know when we will be meeting soon but im sure one day we will =) good luck and all the best! god bless!

Find Your Pillow

wohoo~ presented my part 2 of the FYP. the respond from both supervisor and moderator was surprisingly good? o.O , i thought i will be dead this time because i failed to build the whole thing. 12 hours before presentation found out that the PCB boards made earlier were all wrong. during that time, i redo the whole PCB board in less than 2 hours. the fastest ever xD special thanks to Kok Boon and Irene for the help. without both of you im doomed.

next, its finals.... kinda lazy to start study now xD want to waste some time a little bit more for now.wee~

huat r~

FYP + thesis = GG 1.1 FYP Equation

equation above can sum up everything. lol

as for tomorrow night. we going to run like hell. its the Energizer Night Race!! on the same time is Earth Hour 2010. lets hope the street's light will went off! wohoo~!

welcome back to the real world

went missing for 3 days and not much people know where i went because all my twits went missing =.= I WANT REFUND!

but you will know if you read the previous post xD

anyway, mid term break is over and back to business. around 1 more month till FYP due. code stuck T.T

its fryday~!

yup its fryday~! and tomorrow is the mid term break of 1 week!

suppose to go Genting today but then it was canceled due to few reasons;
1. cant book a room
2. Le Tour de Langkawi will be taking place @ Genting today

anyway is not a bad idea to cancel to plan as i will be going Langkawi on Monday so i wont be rushing back to pack for the trip. the scary thing bout the trip is, i only know like 5 to 6 of the people going to the trip together and there will be like 16 of them o.O

together we cover the river with oranges!

yes! its the end of CNY. no more ang pua. but got much more mandarin oranges and junk food to eat @.@ thats why we throw mandarin oranges into the river or sea or wherever your wanted to on the last day of CNY, because we got too many of them and we cant finish them so we throw them away xD

on the 27 Feb, it was the AdventuRace!! 31 teams, 8 stations, 3 winners! event pictures can be found in Facebook xD

2 mid term papers this week, both on the same day.... THURSDAY!! =.=

o.O

Sunday : black jack + "chor di" till what time? 4?

Monday : went Dong Zen Temple @ Jenjarom. a trip organized by MMU Buddhist Society. then went meeting with IET @ Old Town

Tuesday : overslept. woke up at 2pm. alarm set at 10 =.=

Wednesday : went Jalan Pasar to buy the remaining components neede for FYP. but before that went KFC, something went in and something went out xD evening went jogging

Thursday : LAB in the morning -.- dinner at Irene's house, after dinner went Casino @ Dengkil. yumcha at 4am @.@

Friday (its today!) : suppose to go Vi Ling's house to "pai lin" at 10 but Nerd still GG in bed xD and its 2pm now. tonight going Dong Zen Temple again 0.O

RAWR~!

happy chinese new year!!! or should i say emo chinese new year!! xD this is because valentine's day falls on the same day as cny. so some ppl will be emo-ing because they cant get a partner yet or some got ugly flashback of valentine's and some cant spend valentine's together with their another half instead spending their whole day sitting at the corner while the uncles and aunties chit chatting like there is no tomorrow. but at least you can get ang paus to spend with your gf/bf later on~

this year, not going back to Muar but going Bukit Tinggi to eat some air ^^

sunshine

It's a new day, it's a bright day

CNY is just around the corner, so does valentine's day which falls on the same day at CNY o.O
how will 1 split him/herself to make the best for 2 parties. may god bless you =p

CNY some how ruined my FYP or is it myself? i lost the motivation to do it. on holiday mood now.

won my first ever taekwondo medal. wohoo~! but then i cant say i won, actually i lost but i still got a medal so i won?

thank you Irene & Eddy for the training.

no idea

i dont know what happened for these 2 weeks. things were not the same as usual. is not linear with the time line @.@ believe it or not i just came back from Genting this morning. actually it was last night but i went back to Ampang first xD

i would like to say sorry to my so call "sexy" legs. you are having a hard time dont you? taekwondo training -> Thaipusam duty -> Genting trip. i dont thing you got a good rest.

FYP progress = 0% wohoo~!

i got cheated this afternoon where i forgot who told me they are giving out IPhone as the grand price for the career fair lucky draw, it was IPod shuffle =.= KNS la u.

CNY is coming and shopping not yet i!!!! got money also no use, cant shop!!! why~!!!!!

thaipusam aftermath

@.@ kinda lost my time now. very blur. maybe because of the flu =.=

came back from Thaipusam duty yesterday at 2pm, then slept for more than 12 hours and now i lost my timing....

Fry Your Potato!

9 weeks to go!

wired the lcd panel, flash programmer built, touch panel circuit break out.... still no sight of it =.=

plesantasion

yup, done with presentation of part 1 of my FYP

im quite happy with it, not sure if i can get good marks from the moderator, i knew he will asks quite a number of questions.

"10 more weeks" thats the last thing from Dr. Chang

gonna goreng 99

mes wen

wohoo~! new sem is here. not so new FYP still here =.=

Find Your Puppy

yup, im back at cyber =.= for FYP. presentation will be on next friday >.<

3v to 5v converter circuit completed and tested. yet to do durability and safety test.














tonight shall start programming. the PIC, Bryan tolong~!

have to go Jln Pasar again because my LCD module's pins cant fit into the breadboard and the touch screen module's ribbon is so damm small that i cant get anything to connect it together @.@

epi niu yer!

2010 is here baby! 2 more years till doomsday! lmao!

celebrated new year @ Singapore. supposed to celebrate @ Esplanade but then got stucked. cant get over to the Merlion. went back to some place nearby our hostel then randomly celebrated with some Singaporean xD

before new year i was on a journey to the west starting from Malacca with VAD R

Malacca -> Johor -> Singapore

it was a walk to remember. from day 1 we walked till the very last day. budget vacation ma, apa boleh buat.

pictures uploaded in Facebook, so check them out.

yesterday went Low Yat with Jeff, Botak and Andy to help Jeff+Andy set up their new rig.