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so i am having shoulder ache due to incorrect sleeping position, i guess... i told my mom bout it. my dad over heard it and said "it was not sleeping position, i was you playing too much (video) game." after hearing that from my dad, i don't really know if i need to correct the statement he made or not. you see, ever since i started working i don't really play game like how i used to be. i don't wake up in the morning and started playing game till the night. not any more. all i do now is Facebook, Youtube... you know.. gaming now is just around 10% of my free time. maybe age has taken away my urge for video gaming... =/

the wanted

Acro S, Mudman, UWA lens..... the list will go on and on... so many things to buy but no money allocated for them.... all these items are my wants not needs. so i should control my urge to own them all and settle with what i have now.

i should aim for the big things first, such as owning a house and a car... i wonder if i can really afford any of these in the near future =/

plot

why am i so quiet?

well, i was plotting a plan, a "rescue" plan. i know this plan wont work and i have no chance to make it work. better be ready

silence kills

i not sure why i want to do this, it just happened. maybe i got used to it when i was on my "get away" trip. so i took this chance for good. i dont know if you noticed this, but then i bet you wont =)

i might need to do more than this to make things work... even though silence mode is activated, i still did more than what i am allowed/supposed to do. just last night i followed you home just to make sure you are safe. you see, i know i dont have to do this, but i just did. maybe i need an auto slapper installed in my car to wake me up to reality.

the new comer

first of all i would like to congratulate my bro for getting the other half of his heart. its bout time dude =)

now, after hearing this great news, something pop-ed out in my mind. something that i know its gonna happen no matter what when we got close in the future. maybe i should just disappear.

the thing is, i cant not think like this.....