chasing.....

god! wat happened to me!! my illness juz cant let me go. flu SEEMS like ending soon but not tat soon. n my eyes.. they r so tired for these 4 days. i still donno y. i slept for more than 6 hours n still the same result. c'mon!!! i cant continue like tis!! my time is running out!! i need to study!! 3 events waiting for me to organize!!! god plz.... help me!!! monday, tuesday, wednesday.. 3 days straight stay back in campus till after 11pm. wad da heck. n frens betrayed me. T.T everything is like going against me. or im the 1 going the wrong way?

sicking process

yesterday was my muet exam for reading, writing n listening. it was torturing!!! read around 5 comprehensions!! my eyes were so tired!!! even writing paper need to read 1! n den during the 1st paper reading.. flu started to attack my nose! i donno wat happened. suddenly got flu. damm! i tot it was juz normal flu. but then went back home d sore troat join the party.=.=" at 1st me n my frens planned to go mid vally to watch movie wit reimie from malacca. too bad at 3pm heavy storm... it was the strongest storm ever! the wind like can carry u 10 meters away n the rain like water fall!! the furthest u can c is like 5 meters only. nvm lo. tried to sleep but cant! donno y. felt uncomfortable n body tempreture started to increase T.T. after dinner bernard came to my room to discuss bout the movie plan tomoro. then we started chit chat! pillow talk! 4 guys in 1 room. so wat did we talked?? for sure boy stuff la. pretty girls, helping my fren to date a girl, sex life, sex education, video game, experience in dating, current target, ex (if there is any) n etc. XD. laugh for a few hours lol. tat time i was wearing jacket d. really starting to get sick! im cold so i wear jacket but then my body was so warm. wear or not to wear?? at 12 am REALLY sick d. damm cant watch movie tis morning! sorry reimie. now feel alot better but my mind still very tired n flu going to surrender soon i guess. my mom sure will kill me cuz i din tell her im sick =p. but im old enough to take care of myself

cancer - my chemical romance

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
and bury me
in all my favorite colors,
my sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you.

Now turn away,
cause I'm awful just to see
cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
but counting down the days to go.

It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)
Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you...

Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you...