99%

i really wanted to say it out since that day, i want to say that i saw, i saw you that night while walking back from the back door. i don't know if you saw me or not. im 99% sure that was you.....

the pain

having shoulder ache after every badminton session is seriously not cool at all. i don't know why or how it happens, but it just did. maybe my technique is wrong? or maybe of the injury that i picked up few years ago?

i don't think many of you knew that i had a freak car accident at Cyberjaya together with 5 of my friends. it happened at the second traffic light if you come from MMU. my friend's car was totally wasted. it was a head to head collision with a Merc plus a butt to head collision with a van, so ya we were sandwich-ed.

i broke my collar bone, so did the guy sat next to me. i broke the right collar bone. so now i have two different pattern of collar bone. i don't think anyone noticed bout this, maybe because i seldom take off my shirt, or even if i did, no people will really check out my shoulder lol.

the first few weeks of recovering, i was so scared that i cant enjoy sports any more. as recovery progressed, i can finally do something which requires full shoulder strength and till now i am able to do sports like a normal person but the hand movement is not really the same as before. so maybe the longer i play, the faster i will get used to it.

1,2,3 FIGHTING~!

i think i watched too much Running Man lol

the get away~

will be going Cambodia on the 1st of June. wohoo~! cant wait for it. finally i can see Angkor Wat for real ^^v hopefully can take nice pictures there.

so last night, someone asked me a question, "what is life?" how will you define "life"?

the first, shall not be the last

today, i was assigned to lead a small project for the very first time. will be doing migration of a website to SharePoint 2010.

project timeline - 4 weeks
man power  - 3 men

hopefully project will be accomplished with good result =)

good bless me and my team!!

the weekend

yesterday was supposed to be relaxing Saturday until my mom asked me to go for a visit to a old folks home at Petaling Jaya. Apparently one of my auntie got cancer, stomach cancer if im not wrong. the last time i met her was more than 10 years ago. she moved into a temple (i don't know where) and started to be a vegetarian since then. joining the temple community and being a vegetarian, and now she got cancer... so who is your god now??

life is full of surprises, life is unfair, nothing is fair, surprises can be good can be bad.

it doesn't matter what the surprise is, the way you handle the surprise is what really matters.

this auntie of mine, yes she got cancer, her life time is shorter than your Facebook timeline, and yet she is smiling whenever someone cracked a joke, cancer is taking her life away, she is fighting it, she is losing the battle,  but she is not giving up

if yesterday is the last time meeting you, i would like to say that you have all my prayers

let it go

letting go yet again, letting go for good, for you, for the best.

now is just matter of time to wish you congratulation.

is not easy but i can do it, for you, for him, for everybody =)

angel & devil

yes, maybe i am not ready or maybe i am just afraid. i might not have what it takes to make it happen or make it work

the devil inside me always tells me not to move on and forget bout it, or is it the angel said that?? oh god....

1 to 3, or 3 to 1

so how do you drag a one day task to three days?? it can be easy until some one is watching you.

noob

i felt so stupid, so noob, somehow the module i developed for GAB got into a time machine and travelled back in time. it was good since it went live till end of last year, i don't really know what happened, things just went wrong. and the weird thing is only my modules. what the heck? i don't have and clue what went wrong, so i can only blame myself for what happened. i felt bad that my colleague have to go all the way to GAB to fix the error.

hello?

i just want to ask one question:

why do girls, quite often, suddenly stop replying messages?

sometimes it gets more weird when you are the one started the conversation and till the half way you went missing. to make things worse is that now we are using apps like Whatsapp, we do know if the other party read the message or not, so if we know that you already read the message and refuse to reply... kinda awkward right??