Acting?

so tomorrow i will be the "acting" supervisor for an intern in my company since her lecturer will be coming over for a visit. so what should i do? what should i prepare? i don't think i am qualified to be anyone's supervisor. any how, i will try my best =)

deep

last time i used to say "the harder it gets, the harder i will try." but now? yes it is still hard to get, but it is different story now. i never knew i fell so deep until i decided to stop.

the breaking point

so yes, i can be annoying that i asked so much questions. so i am trying not to be annoying, but if i don't ask any more, it doesn't means i don't want to know any more

level up

i was given another project to lead together with two interns as team member. besides that currently i am supervising five other interns. i don't know if i am qualified to be the supervisor but then i will just have to do my best. basically i am still lack of the ability to lead people. maybe i am too soft...

anyway, i am kinda happy when i was given a project to lead as well as interns to supervise. maybe i am the most free to handle these new task. whatever reason it is, i am now a step forward in my career, they started to give me new things, new tasks to handle, with different role to play.

let's stop talking bout work. i upgraded my photography equipment, bought a77 from RM2800, retail price at RM3800. it was a bargain of the century right? i still need sometime to get familiarise with all the buttons and features of this new body. now i just need a lens to pair with this camera body, need to spend again....

i am now poor but happy ^^

June

before June ends, i would like to say thank you all for celebrating my birthday, it was really a surprise birthday celebration, can say the best, biggest celebration ever in my life, really appreciate it, thank you very much for those attended that day. besides that, i also got a flower delivered to my office door step, and i still don't know who was the sender till today, since he/she does not want to reveal his/her identity, i also wont be searching for the answer. anyway thank you for the roses. i really hope you will reveal yourself in the future.

i love you all, seriously.....

99%

i really wanted to say it out since that day, i want to say that i saw, i saw you that night while walking back from the back door. i don't know if you saw me or not. im 99% sure that was you.....

the pain

having shoulder ache after every badminton session is seriously not cool at all. i don't know why or how it happens, but it just did. maybe my technique is wrong? or maybe of the injury that i picked up few years ago?

i don't think many of you knew that i had a freak car accident at Cyberjaya together with 5 of my friends. it happened at the second traffic light if you come from MMU. my friend's car was totally wasted. it was a head to head collision with a Merc plus a butt to head collision with a van, so ya we were sandwich-ed.

i broke my collar bone, so did the guy sat next to me. i broke the right collar bone. so now i have two different pattern of collar bone. i don't think anyone noticed bout this, maybe because i seldom take off my shirt, or even if i did, no people will really check out my shoulder lol.

the first few weeks of recovering, i was so scared that i cant enjoy sports any more. as recovery progressed, i can finally do something which requires full shoulder strength and till now i am able to do sports like a normal person but the hand movement is not really the same as before. so maybe the longer i play, the faster i will get used to it.

1,2,3 FIGHTING~!

i think i watched too much Running Man lol

the get away~

will be going Cambodia on the 1st of June. wohoo~! cant wait for it. finally i can see Angkor Wat for real ^^v hopefully can take nice pictures there.

so last night, someone asked me a question, "what is life?" how will you define "life"?

the first, shall not be the last

today, i was assigned to lead a small project for the very first time. will be doing migration of a website to SharePoint 2010.

project timeline - 4 weeks
man power  - 3 men

hopefully project will be accomplished with good result =)

good bless me and my team!!

the weekend

yesterday was supposed to be relaxing Saturday until my mom asked me to go for a visit to a old folks home at Petaling Jaya. Apparently one of my auntie got cancer, stomach cancer if im not wrong. the last time i met her was more than 10 years ago. she moved into a temple (i don't know where) and started to be a vegetarian since then. joining the temple community and being a vegetarian, and now she got cancer... so who is your god now??

life is full of surprises, life is unfair, nothing is fair, surprises can be good can be bad.

it doesn't matter what the surprise is, the way you handle the surprise is what really matters.

this auntie of mine, yes she got cancer, her life time is shorter than your Facebook timeline, and yet she is smiling whenever someone cracked a joke, cancer is taking her life away, she is fighting it, she is losing the battle,  but she is not giving up

if yesterday is the last time meeting you, i would like to say that you have all my prayers