twist in my story

It was today, you walked out of my life

If you cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember the past

I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just break the silence

I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me

Tell me a secret
Tell me a story
I'll listen attentively
I'll stay awake all night

I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breathe to make you understand

These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.

My eyes are screaming for the sight of you
But my heart is screaming in pain when I saw you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you.
So I guess I feel lonely, too.


*taken from

Wake me up when September Ends

2 more weeks until the end of my Industrial Training. 4 months, just like that, gone...over... im pretty sure i will miss them, my colleagues. some of them already left and currently im the only chinese in the office =p

after these 2 weeks im off for a month of holiday!!! my first one month holiday since Alpha first semester. will be going Singapore on 12 Oct with IET student chapter. just hope that i got enough money to spend, spend and SPEND! xD

a lot of things got stucked in my mind recently, seriously a lot. productivity during office hour dropped to around 10%.

FYP FYP... can WE make it?? hopefully of course. lets do it man! full speed ahead!
Obama: "Yes we can!"

Happy Beh-day(birthday) !!!!!

yes, again i would like to wish you Happy Birthday! Ms Irene Beh Ai Ling! but this time will be Happy Beh-lated Beh-day!! hoo~! xD

celebrated her birthday at TGIF IOI Mall, i will say the most quiet TGIF ever! TGIF @ Sunway still the best! seriously nothing much from us, hope we can make a better one next time.

hope you really enjoyed the dinner even though it was just a few seconds =)

well you know, things happened....

The Night Was Young

I saw you in the crowded place
I turned my head
I leaved you alone
I guessed it will be best
I can't take my eyes off of you
I watched you from far and I can’t forget
I can't forgive myself, if
I can't say a simple "hi"

I knew I told you something
I might have lost my mind, but
I really mean it

wee~kday

Tuesday(8/9/09)
- after work, went Hospital University to visit Mr Amir's(Director of Bill Adam) wife who suffered from internal brain bleeding. went through two operations. god bless! and get well soon.
- after visit, went Taman Angkasa for dinner/buka puasa
















Wednesday(9/9/09)
- futsal at 8pm till 10pm
- after kicking ball, Nicholas birthday bash! we got flour! Nicholas too! Boom!
















Thursday(10/9/09)
- buka puasa/farewell dinner for Zureen and Veena at Cyberjaya Secret Recipe.
















-after dinner, went back incubator to play some fireworks
















-10.30pm went Euphoria @ Sunway. Jiok Min's last clubbing on Malaysia's soil before flying to London? xD















-met quite a few ppl there. hope you guys enjoyed that night too ^^

Friday(11/9/09)
-went back Ampang for dinner with cousins before they went back to Aussie.
-supposed my cousin should be the one paying the bill but my dad fought for it xD

total spending of the week(until Thursday only) : RM260++ Hooo~!

by the way to Boss aka Cheam, i not yet pay anything for Nich birthday bash, do collect from me.

Monday...already, aww~

here comes a new week =.= weekend is over again....

"time flies when we are having fun"

well, is not that bad, not bad weekend at all. went "shopping" then futsal on sunday night, when was the last time i really had fun during weekend back in hometown? i lost count.

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few hours ago, when i reached Cyberia guard house to get access for my dad's car to enter, there was this guy trying to get access too, when he left, the guard was asking me "itu kereta apa?" LOL! it was a Hyundai Sonata. Sweat 99 -.-"

Sa Tur Day

it was a sunny day, it was bright, it was hot, i love it!

went Kelana Jaya to do business. met "xiao bai" aka ah pek at the Lrt station. he was wearing a face mask and carrying a camera bag, looks like stalker lol!



sold my 512MB DDR 400 ram to a lowyat.net forumer for RM50. ka-ching!



then went to Pavilion. at 7pm went searching for food. but then i forgot one thing, FASTING. omg, every restaurant was full, i said FULL! i wanted to eat Carl's Jr but i cant. guess what, i went pavilion and had dinner at Old Town.



shopping! was looking for ankle guard/sleeve. first stop Adidas, they only got one type and i dont like it =p next Nike, found! but only got size S, W T *tooot~*



Nike in Times Square even worse... no stock at all.

Six Feet Under

it was this morning, the funeral. sorry Ashlei, that i cant attend the funeral. supposed to attend but i failed. i dont know why i got this strong feeling that i must attend. i was so stress figuring out ways to attend. almost took a day off from work, almost tried to offer money for someone, or anyone just to bring me there. but everything just didnt work.

i wonder why.

maybe it was just my weakness playing with my mind, i cared too much. but then is it wrong for someone to care of his/her friends? certainly not.

take care Ashlei, i know you can do it, you are one strong milky cow =)

gone

September started with a bad news. the lost of a great father. i might not really know you but from what i can see from your daughter's eyes, your family, im sure you were a great dad.

im sure its hard for anyone to lose someone you loved, someone who raised you up, someone who went through all the hard/good time with you, someone you can rely on, someone that gave you life.

life is just too short and unfair at the same time.

young and hopeless

im sorry that i cant help you, i know im useless, rubbish, worthless... just want to let you know im trying my best to help.

btw, you dont have to pull everyone into the water just because me and few more ppl (i guess) couldnt give you a hand. no offense ^^